anxiety

I woke up this morning and realized, everythings not going like i want. It's just going not supposed to be. And i realized im such a clown. I can't do anything except smiling. Stupid. Oh how it could be like this. Im not finished my study. Can I finish it? just kinda sad i always messed up my life. so stress out. can i do it right? so i dont make a mistake anymore. i just dont know what i have to do.